Skip to content

It’s Time for Some Hocus Pocus



It’s October, my favorite month of the year. The leaves are turning, there’s a delicious chill in the air, and I have every excuse to watch my favorite witchy sisters! They’ve definitely put a spell on me over the past two decades since I first met them. Summer was a bit of a blur of video gaming and….more video gaming. It was sad, really. I’ve read a few books, of course (I’m 4 books ahead of my GoodReads challenge still), but I’ve been gaming way too much by my own standards. So in the chill Fall air, I decided to put the controller down and picked up a pair of knitting needles instead!  Yes, that’s right, I’ve finally learned to knit and replaced one massive time consuming activity with another, one expensive addiction (books) with another (yarn). But hey, at the end of the knitting project there is a tangible thing that I have made and can wear, give away, or if I get really good, sell. So, knitting is highly productive in a way that gaming and reading are not. I know we can quibble about the statement that reading isn’t productive; I think it’s a very productive pastime – for your mind, anyway. Knitting produces an actual thing, which for someone who hasn’t produced much of anything lately is a welcome investment of time.

As seen on

As seen on

I’m not good enough yet that I can knit and read, but I’ll get there I’m sure. So far I’ve only made a kid size scarf (with a few dropped stitches/holes in it) and a scarf for myself – well, that’s almost done. My next project is the Baker Street Scarf modeled here by the venerable Neil freaking Gaiman. The hubby getsAstral Yarn n Hydra this one, though I may or may not steal it from him. I chose a beautiful aplaca/merino/tencel blend yarn from Astral Yarn Co. in a gorgeous dark grey that almost looks silver. It’s super soft and will be very warm.  (I just realized the yarn color is called Hydra. The nerd references with this scarf keep getting better and better!)

My current scarf that’s almost done is in a lovely mustard yellow and has been very easy to knit, though there are a few large cluster-fucks of yarn here and there. Oh well. You knit, you learn. One of the first things I did before setting needle to yarn was, of course, to check out a ton of knitting books from the library. Some were definitely more useful than others for a beginning knitter, as not all beginning knitting books are equal. I found, oddly enough, that for me to really get how the stitch worked, I need a book with pictures of human hands holding the needles and yarn. Illustration wouldn’t cut it for me. The Online Movie Book Guides book Complete Knitting Skills by Debbie Tomkies worked really well for me, and I didn’t even have to use the videos!

As for what I’ve been reading, I’ve straight up devoured a few hard SF books – a sub-genre I never thought I’d 22816087be into. It started with Neal Stephenson’s excellent Seveneves, which starts out as an Apollo 13-like nail-biting survival story in space and ends on an entirely different note with a story of humanity’s exploration of a new Earth (that’s a bit misleading, just read the book – you’ll see what I mean). I enjoyed the fist half of the book much more than the second as the pacing was stronger, the characters more interesting, and the writing stronger and more grounded. Stephenson is a master storyteller and this book is no different. From a layperson’s perspective, the science is fascinating and part of the reason for that is Stephenson’s way of writing it. This is the first book I’ve read of his, even though I have Cryptonomicon and Quicksilver on my shelf. I’ve started the latter and am enjoying it quite a bit.

20518872I followed Seveneves up with Cixin Liu’s hard math thriller The Three Body Problem and inhaled it’s sequel The Dark Forest as soon as it came out. Fortunately, since these are already out in China and have been translated recently, the third book will come out in January, instead of a whole year wait. Teh pacing of both of these books is quite a bit slower and more contemplative than something like Seveneves, but no less thrilling in many respects. Liu’s books ask and look at the question of how humanity will react upon learning that it’s not the only intelligent species in the universe. His answers are fascinating. While the first book is in many respects a hard math SF novel, the second is a character study and a look at humanity’s response to an impending invasion from a uniquely Chinese perspective. I sincerely hope Liu gets a wider readership in the US and elsewhere from these books; he deserves it.

I also read Lauren Groff’s newest novel, Fates and Furies and Aliette de Bodard’s wonderful House of Shattered WingsFates and Furies is the portrait of a marriage from both sides and while her prose was beautiful and a joy to read, the story itself was less than stellar. The dual perspectives, the Greek Chorus-style asides and its overall tragic (in the ancient Greek tragedy sense of the term) were interesting, but not enough for me to overlook relatively bland characters and Groff’s somewhat trite insights into one half of a creative marriage.

de bodard’s House of Shattered Wings on the other hand was a fairly engrossing reimagining of Miltonian 24581979angel mythos. In a Paris destroyed by the Great War (not that Great War), houses built on Angel magic vie for power and its ever diminishing source: Fallen magic. When angels are cast out of the great City, they land on earth and must figure out how to use and control the remnants of power that remain to them, which slowly leeches away as they age on earth. If the newly Fallen aren’t butchered for their blood and bones by roving gangs to create magical relics with immense power first, they can be adopted into one of the great houses and learn how to be Fallen in a destroyed world. Enter Isabelle, a newly Fallen, and Phillipe a butcher for a gang as well as a mysterious entity in the center of Fallen territory. What is he and where does his unknown magic come from? We get to hear a variety of voices in this novel that explores power dynamics and the effects of colonization on both the colonizers and the colonized. This is a consistent theme in de Bodard’s body of work. Here she seems to have immense fun with angel mythology while telling a dark, affecting story.

I have a large TBR pile of course, but as it’s Halloween month (we do month-long Halloween things in my house) Hocus PocusThe WitchesThe Nightmare Before Christmas, Beetlejuice, and the new Goosebumps movie with Jack Black et al. are my entertainment for the month!




Maplecroft by Cherie Priest

MaplecroftIn Maplecroft, Cherie Priest, best known for her Boneshaker steampunk books, uses the infamous Lizzie Borden murders to tell a deliciously creepy, truly Lovecraftian story of horror. Set in Fall River, MA, Lizzie Borden and her invalid sister Emma are trying to live a quiet life out of public eye after Lizzie’s very public trial for the murder of her father and step-mother. Although she was acquitted in the eyes of the law, public sentiment disagrees and she and her sister are the town’s pariahs. Only the good doctor Owen Seabury remains on friendly terms, as he sees to Emma’s health on a regular basis.

Emma and Lizzie share a dark secret, one that threatens to overwhelm them and everyone in their town. When people start to fall prey to a mysterious illness, with symptoms the sisters and the doctor have seen before, will they be able to overcome their silence and save those they hold most dear, or will an unnamed threat from the sea conquer the sisters and their sleepy little town?

Multiple perspectives allow for a wider view of what’s going on in Fall River and later, the wider countryside. The novel feels like found documentation at times, and Dr. Seabury at least is keeping his record of the events for posterity’s sake. The focus however, is kept tightly to the sisters and those in direct contact with them. There are a few excerpts from left field and it would have been interesting to see the events from the perspective of some of Fall River’s other residents as events reached their thunderous conclusions.

The term “Lovecraftian” seems to get attached to anything that is remotely weird and involves the sea, often with no reason for it to be attached (see Dreams of Shreds and Tatters by Amanda Downum, which was a hot mess). Yet there was no mention of Lovecraft anywhere in the blurbs on the book, which I found surprising. I’ve read enough Lovecraft to know generally what his particular brand of horror is about and Maplecroft fits the bill. Mysterious illnesses, weird creatures lurking in the night, an unnamed terror from the sea, science reaching its limits of understanding – it’s all there. I finished the book very late at night with the windows wide open to the darkness beyond. At one point, I had to get up and close the windows and draw the blinds as the book’s creepiness sunk deep into my psyche. Priest’s brand of horror may not be for everyone, the same as Lovecraft isn’t for everyone. I, however, loved this deliciously creepy and hair-raising read. As it seems to be the first in a series, I look forward to more of the Borden dispatches.

SFF Anthologies and Special Issues

I went on a bit of an Amazon 1-click buying spree (they make it so easy!) recently when I discovered how inexpensive many of the Lightspeed special issues are in e-book format. I finally picked up 2014’s Women Destroy Science Fiction and the all new 2015 Queers Destroy Science Fiction issue, both for $3.99 each. I also bought 3 issues of Uncanny magazine for about $3 each and Mothership: Tales from Afrofuturism and Beyond for less than $8. In general, I like to buy physical books, but Uncanny is only in digital format, and the cost for the other 3 physical anthologies together is prohibitive to my somewhat limited budget. I’m really looking forward to digging into them this summer!


FFXIV: Heavensward (Or, My First Expac)

Me and my lil’ buddy, hanging out in the Churning Mists.

As I’ve written elsewhere, FFXIV is my first MMO. I’ve been playing it for about a year and a half now (just hit 540 days on my sub) and Heavensward is the game’s first expansion. With the expansion comes several new zones that are 2-3 times as large as previous zones, flying mounts for the new zones, a 10 level increase, multiple new dungeons, and in about a week or so, a new end-game raid. I play on PS4 and as the hype built towards early access, I was increasingly nervous as to how to get the game as nothing was available on PSN until about a week or so before the early access started. Finally, I was able to order the digital CE and dowloaded the client update. After the freakout of not having those all-important codes (turns out PS4 users didn’t need them), I settled into waiting till Friday morning to download the full expansion.

It took me a few tries to finally get into the game, but SE has handled the server load issue quite well compared to previous releases. I had no real issues with the server during early access, but Aether data center did experience a server-wide crash that lasted for the better part of a day prior to full release. After that, it’s been fairly smooth sailing, a week into full release. SE decided to make the new zones instanced to help with server load and so far that seems to be working quite well, with the downside that you may not end up in the same instance as your buddies. I haven’t tested to see if party members will stay together, but as most of the world content is solo-able, party zoning might not be that big of an issue.

As far as the game itself goes, SE did an amazing job with the new zones and the visuals for the new dungeons (more on them later). The zones feel huge when running around on terrestrial mounts during the discovery phase, but a breeze to navigate once flying for the zone has been unlocked. All the new zones have much more vertical terrain to deal with than previous zones, making completing quests and finding the aether currents necessary for flight a bit of a pain in the ass, but I expected no less and would have been disappointed if they’d made it too easy despite my pre-flight bitching. The zones themselves are beautiful and there are many vantage points that highlight the thought, care, and fun that went into developing them.

The new story quest sends players to Ishgard, a nation at war with dragons while simultaneously wraps up some of the events from A Realm Reborn. I haven’t finished the main story yet, but it’s been good to get some resolution on a few fronts. The Ishgardian story is fairly interesting as much of it seems to be about diplomacy between humans and dragons, an idea that appeals to my love of dragons. Heavensward’s dragons are solid entries in popular dragon fantasy lore, complete with a long and complicated history, a beautiful to listen to language, and gorgeous design. I am just at the point n the story where things take an interesting turn in Ishgard itself due to the meddling of an old adversary.

The new dungeons aren’t particularly challenging, which is somewhat of a disappointment. I (now fondly) remember beating my head against Captain Madison in Sastasha HM. None of the bosses present a very challenging fight thus far (I have the first 3 unlocked), but I’m hoping that will change as I progress. At 57, I only have 2 main dungeons left, I think and then the primals. Ravana was a total pain in the ass as a BLM and I am absolutely not looking forward to the Extreme version, though it drops sweet looking weapons.

The most exciting thing thus far has been the gear: they decided to re-skin two of my favorite melee chests and made them available to all classes. I squeed with joy when I finally got my BLM shirt (shown above). That shirt had previously only been a dungeon drop for BRD, now it’s a dyeable option for all classes! And most exciting of all was the discovery that the jackcoat I had so desperately wanted for BRD, which was only available for DRG and NIN, is now the level 51 crafting chest piece! And it’s glamourable for ALL classes! Squee! The gear progression has been very good, but it’s very strange to be lvl 57 in HQ white gear that’s better than the Final Coil gear I slaved away at for over 4 months. Much of the progression gear are re-skins, while the dungeon gear is wholly new and fairly good-looking if a little too….Catholic for my tastes. The blue gear, bought with tomestones and upgraded with the new hunt seals looks quite good and is dyeable.

Leveling is probably the worst aspect of the expansion so far. You can get by on your main class by doing most of the side quests, hunts and at-level dungeons for the chain bonus xp. Leveling an alt class is going to be tough. Many of the left over initial side-quests can’t be turned in until you hit lvl 51, and that grind from 50 to 51 is tough. Crafting and gathering are beasts I haven’t even tangled with yet, though I did manage to get my GSM to 51 just crafting low and mid-level accessories to sell (and made a decent amount of gil in the process). I think crafting will be manageable as you get manuals that give you a massive xp boost after doing the new level 50 class quest. Gathering is going to be a whole other issue for me, especially as I never made it past 1-star gathering. The new nodes are 3 star and require well over 400 gathering stat points. Grand company turn-ins are going to be a big deal for the first two levels for crafters and gatherers.

Overall, this expansion has gone incredibly smoothly and is thoughtful and well-designed. There are many fan favorites (Bandersnatches!) as well as completely original mobs and content. While I have yet to experience the current iteration of a level 60 BLM (which, from what reddit says, may be a serious issue, but still not as bad as what’s been done to BRD), I am excited to get there. Some would say that the new jobs are flawed, but I am certain that SE will respond to legitimate critiques appropriately, given their history of fan responsiveness. There seem to be many issues with the expanded abilities of current jobs, but as I’ve only just gotten Enochain, the main new BLM ability, and seem to be doing just fine with it, I’ll have to wait and see.

Atlanta Burns by Chuck Wendig

Atlanta Burns By Chuck Wendig

Like all of Wendig’s books, this one has a gorgeous cover.

As the back of the book says, Atlanta Burns is someone you don’t want to mess with. The people who have tried, well, it doesn’t turn out so good for them. Unfortunately, it never really seems to turn out so good for Atlanta either. As the begrudgingly appointed defender of the weak and the small, Atlanta takes on the bullies of her town: the mean kids at her high school who pick on her new friend Shane, the white supremacists who tortured her friend Chris, the dogfighters who kidnap house dogs for bait. All of these things are related and the power behind them runs so deep that every time Atlanta wins one fight, she has to face three more. In a place where none of the adults are trustworthy, how do you deal with those who want to do you and your friends harm?

The answer, at least for Atlanta is to harm them first. The first time she had to do this gained her the reputation of She-Who-Is-Not-To-Be-Fucked-With in her small town. For some, it works; she’s a pariah in her school and none of her former friends will talk to her anymore. For others, she’s a redheaded goddess of vengeance sent to deliver them from their bullies. Atlanta doesn’t really know how to deal with this new reputation of hers but she uses it blithely when necessary. Part of her just wants to be a normal teenage kid who does normal teenage kid things. But severe PTSD, a wrecked home life, and her status as outcast crush those idle fantasies. Another part of her, the part that wins out, likes being an agent of justice, one who punishes those who deserve it – and in her life there are many.

Most of this she accomplishes with her Winchester .410 scatter shot riffle. It got her out of a bad situation before and now she sleeps with it under her bed. The gun is her proof and symbol of power in a place where kids like her and her misfit friends regularly have it violently taken from them. When Atlanta has had enough, she in turn violently takes it back.

Atlanta is much in keeping with other Wendig heroes, such as Miriam Black of Blackbirds. This might cause consternation among the gatekeepers of young adult literature. Atlanta swears, there’s a quibble about different kinds of racism, there’s explicit descriptions of sexual torture, there’s the rhetoric of white supremacists, there’s violence against people and animals, there’s depictions of drug abuse and underage drinking – basically everything kids aren’t supposed to be exposed to. And yet they are. Already I’ve seen reviews that say Wendig is giving a bad example of how to deal with bullies, that violence isn’t the right answer to violence, etc. My concern there is the role of fiction and stories. Do writers and their authors have a moral imperative to teach – to show a “right way” of dealing with the world?

That’s a pretty massive question, one that has a long history of answers. My answer here is a solid No. The only obligation authors have is to tell a story to the best of their ability. And Wendig tells a damn good story in Atlanta Burns. Wendig doesn’t dismiss the moral quandaries of his characters though. Their actions have consequences, many of them unforeseen and part of Atlanta’s character growth is her dealing with and adapting to those consequences. She’s a girl in shit situations, doing the best she can, the best way she knows how. It’s hard to judge her for that but easy to root for her success. I sincerely hope to see more of Atlanta Burns in the future.